Whenever most people imagine going into college you think it is all just one party. Then you actually get there and it seems like it is one. Then you start class and wake up for your first 8 a.m. and realize that heck no this sucks. College is one of those things that is difficult to explain. You’re having the best time of your life at this moment, but you also want to quit all in the same breathe. (if someone can put this into a mood lmk!) At the same time I wouldn’t want to change anything that currently has happened to me, and that says a lot. In my last post that was the first segment in my college life series you kind of understand why I say that its crazy that I wouldn’t want anything that has happened to change. Everything happens for a reason and that’s what you have to remind yourself of constantly.
Everything happens on God’s timing and his timing is graceful.
Thinking about it I am constantly amazed. All the hardships and growing that has already happened have shaped me in a way that I am so grateful for. Having to adult for the first time in my life all while balancing school is a scary and awesome thing. (laundry day really sucks) It’s fun going out with your friends on drives late at night and laughing with your roommate at 1 a.m. The memories that I’ve made already are amazing and there are only going to be more. College is great, but not for the faint of heart. Don’t over think everything that happens. If I over thought everything that has happened thus far I would’ve dropped out and been out of a first semester of tuition. You have to realize that relationships come and go and the ones that go are for the best. I have to remind myself of this daily. If you cannot think that every relationship that ends is for a reason then you will go crazy. I’ve wasted so many tears over someone that will never blink one in my direction and that’s okay. (holla at my roommate for holding me while I cry under my bed) You have to be strong and you have to love yourself more so that you don’t waste time and tears over these people. You just have to be extremely strong throughout everything.